you shall be blamed

now that i think of it
were you mine for real or just the heck of it?

betrayed, stranded, lost and aloofed
I guess I was too blind to see myself being fooled

i backed u up forever, in pain, problem or fear
never did i expect, always kept u sheltered, near...

for all the reasons u gave,
i tried to sort it out, trying to be brave

I shall take this to my heart, through my life, to my grave
and ask the devil what made me evil why i turned the cursed way...

and you shall be blamed...

Revenge?

There's something inside me thats bursting
Like a zombie for blood, I'm thirsting

I'm pushing my limits hard and strong
I know what m doing so don't tell me m wrong

There's no love, no hatred, i can't feel no pain
I'll emerge like the everest from this rocky terrain

Dont say nothing, coz all said and done
I was still left out as the outcasted one

won't take a moment to destroy what we built
and trust me on this, I will have no guilt

New Yeah Wishes

As the traces go by of the last year,
of all the moments, good, bad or in tear,

i dust off my shoulder,
grinning, as i cross another boulder,

for it has been a treat,
watching myself crash, burn and beat,

coz now the life's wheels are turning,
i could see the light as a million lamps are burning,

the road is clear, the sky is blue
the sun is shining, welcoming with vigor and spirit anew...